Don't worry about it. I've been here a long time, you know? A long time ago, I got cursed with pixie wings. I thought it was fine since it reminded me so much of Feo Ul, but it turned out to be an inconvenience for most things, so I had to figure out how to hide them.
Then when the fae came back, they cursed me again. So I had to apply what I knew in order to keep myself from transforming every time I got upset about something. Being a dragon is... inconvenient, and very strange considering where dragons are from... but I digress.
[He clears his throat.]
What works for me is taking a few deep breaths and imagining what I look like normally. There's also potions you can buy in Undertown that'll help make the curse easier to control, I think? The point is that you have options.
[He runs a hand through his hair, and his white bony antlers pop out.]
It'll be harder to control your transformation when you're in the Spirit Realm, though, as a heads up. It's not impossible but you might end up just having wings out or... [a pause] I was going to say a tail but you already have a tail and horns so that's probably fine.
[Well, horns and tail were one less thing to worry about. His arms have been fully covered in scales for over a month now, he wondered if that could be stopped if he had better control.
Then silently reprimanded himself for not having the control to begin with. Stronger internal strife came when he reminded himself he needn't hide things, but he did what he could to steady himself before that spiraled and undid Amal's help.]
I'll bear this in mind and... keep myself under control. I would not want to hurt anyone. [He might be teaching a class about fighting soon but it's self defense okay totally different.]
I wouldn't be too afraid of hurting anyone. I know how careful you are with your strength. It takes a lot to lose your mind out there, and you've already been through the ringer with that, brother.
[April was a hell of a month.]
Just focus on controlling how far you shift, if you can. Otherwise you'll end up running around on four legs when you need two. That weird robot realm had me opening stuff with my tongue and it was pretty nasty so I'd like to avoid that again if possible...
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Don't worry about it. I've been here a long time, you know? A long time ago, I got cursed with pixie wings. I thought it was fine since it reminded me so much of Feo Ul, but it turned out to be an inconvenience for most things, so I had to figure out how to hide them.
Then when the fae came back, they cursed me again. So I had to apply what I knew in order to keep myself from transforming every time I got upset about something. Being a dragon is... inconvenient, and very strange considering where dragons are from... but I digress.
[He clears his throat.]
What works for me is taking a few deep breaths and imagining what I look like normally. There's also potions you can buy in Undertown that'll help make the curse easier to control, I think? The point is that you have options.
[He runs a hand through his hair, and his white bony antlers pop out.]
It'll be harder to control your transformation when you're in the Spirit Realm, though, as a heads up. It's not impossible but you might end up just having wings out or... [a pause] I was going to say a tail but you already have a tail and horns so that's probably fine.
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Then silently reprimanded himself for not having the control to begin with. Stronger internal strife came when he reminded himself he needn't hide things, but he did what he could to steady himself before that spiraled and undid Amal's help.]
I'll bear this in mind and... keep myself under control. I would not want to hurt anyone. [He might be teaching a class about fighting soon but it's self defense okay totally different.]
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I wouldn't be too afraid of hurting anyone. I know how careful you are with your strength. It takes a lot to lose your mind out there, and you've already been through the ringer with that, brother.
[April was a hell of a month.]
Just focus on controlling how far you shift, if you can. Otherwise you'll end up running around on four legs when you need two. That weird robot realm had me opening stuff with my tongue and it was pretty nasty so I'd like to avoid that again if possible...