When I had one of my early full moons I went into the national park. I can get out REAL far but after a point, it's like hitting an invisible barrier. It hurts to go too far out, so I think leaving the city is completely out, let alone this dimension.
But yeah. Maybe I'll see her again, one day. One way or another. Maybe I'll see all of them.
[Because he does miss them. Not as deeply and as fiercely as he did pre-peach, but it's still there. Just a quiet, occasional ache rather than a restless pain these days. Seeing that from Amal means the whole damn world, though. Varian's been working through a lot of his hangups thanks to Sorey, but the abandonment issues are still a pretty strong one.
It's nice to know he won't be. ]
Thanks, Amal. That means a lot. You're my family too. You wouldn't get rid of me even if I could leave.
Life surprises you sometimes! What did you have in your head? Was there more silk? Maybe a fancy pool?
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But yeah. Maybe I'll see her again, one day. One way or another. Maybe I'll see all of them.
[Because he does miss them. Not as deeply and as fiercely as he did pre-peach, but it's still there. Just a quiet, occasional ache rather than a restless pain these days. Seeing that from Amal means the whole damn world, though. Varian's been working through a lot of his hangups thanks to Sorey, but the abandonment issues are still a pretty strong one.
It's nice to know he won't be. ]
Thanks, Amal. That means a lot. You're my family too. You wouldn't get rid of me even if I could leave.
Life surprises you sometimes! What did you have in your head? Was there more silk? Maybe a fancy pool?